The Rejoice???

For everything you have missed, you have gained something else; And for everything you gain, you lose something else. It is about your outlook towards lyfe. You can either regret or rejoice. Are we able to differentiate the two? Let me try to gather some historical moments.

16 November 2009: I got recruited by Reliance Ltd. for doing my internship training. I was happy like anything and willing to do everything to get a PPO. I started performing & very soon I became the egocentre of my company. 30 January 2010: I got my first appraisal & recognition in the form of a grand party thrown at me by the company's authorities. But with the passage of tyme, a bitter but hard lyfe truth started nourishing in my mind. "In any company irrespective of your salary, irrespective of your position; you generate a revenue of atleast three tymes for the company and you get a salary of one third. If I am worth 2-tetra zero, then why the hell I should get 19000 and 999 bucks? Its my hard earned money! I wont let you allow to take even single bloody rupee of mine!" This deep feeling inside me started penetrating its roots even more with every passing second. All this resulted in the development of a new dimension of wave in my spirit. "I wont be working for any of the company as after sometime I in itself would be a company." This generated a new ambition in my lyfe. Now my goal is to become capable enough so that Vipin may be held responsible for generating bread & butter of atleast 10 families. What should I say to this transition? Is it good or bad? Certainly tyme will tell! I don't know if I will succeed; But one thing is for sure; I will never say in future ki maine try nahi kiya!

And towards the end:

I may never see tomorrow, there is no written guarantee;

And things that happened yesterday, belong to History.

I cannot predict the future, I cannot change the past;

I have just the present moment, I must treat it as my last.

I must use the moment wisely, For it soon will pass away;

And be lost to me forever, As part of yesterday.

I must exercise compassion, help the fallen to their feet;

Be a friend to the friendless, Make an empty lyfe complete.

The unkind things I do today, May never be undone;

Any friendships that I fail to win, May never more be won.

I may not have another chance, On bended knee to pray;

And I thank God with humble heart, For giving me the day...

Amen!!!

""The Feared Attitude""

Your attitude is extremely contagious. With each casual contact,with each phone conversation, each e-mail message, it spreads.The people infected by your attitude then pass it along to others,who pass it on to others still.
And as your attitude quickly spreads each day throughout your world, it makes a difference everywhere it goes.One smile given in the morning can multiply by afternoon into enough encouragement for thousands of lives.There is really no telling how far it can go.
When you consistently act with sincere kindness, consideration,respect and positive enthusiasm, the benefits go far beyond just you alone.Your attitude in fact helps determine what kind of world you live in each day.It happens not through some hidden or mysterious force.
It is something you can see, understand and influence each time you come into contact with others.What kind of world would you most like to live in today?Live with the attitude that will indeed make it so.I feared being alone, until I learned to like myself,
I feared failure, until I realized that,
I only fail when I don't try.
I feared success, until I realized that,
I had to try, in order to be happy with myself.
I feared people's opinions until,
I learned that, people would have opinions about me anyway.

I feared rejection, until I learned to have faith in myself.
I feared pain, until I learned that it's necessary for growth.
I feared the truth, until I saw the ugliness in lies.
I feared life, until I experienced its beauty. I feared death, until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning.
I feared my destiny, until I realized that
I had the power to change, my life.
I feared hate, until I saw that it
was nothing more than ignorance.
I feared love, until it touched my heart,
making the darkness fade
into endless sunny days.
I feared ridicule, until I learned how
to laugh at myself.
I feared growing old, until I realized that
I gained wisdom every day.
I feared the future, until I realized that
life just kept getting better.
I feared the past, until I realized that
it could no longer hurt me.
I feared the dark, until I saw the beauty
of the starlight.
I feared the light, until I learned that the
truth would give me strength.
I feared change, until I saw that
even the most beautiful butterfly had to undergo a metamorphosis before it could fly.

""The Unconditional""

Do you know how many feelings i carry in my heart, how do i end my day and how do i start? Missing you and longing 4 you is all i can do, but i wish as i feel you feel the same too! Do you know how many unspoken words i wanna say, how can i say i keep on finding the ways? Loving you and praying 4 you is all i can do but i wish as i feel you feel the same too! Do you know how many dreams i have in my eyes, how can i fulfill them i keep on telling the lies? Preaching you and caring 4 you is all i can do, but i wish as i feel you feel the same too! Do you know how much pain is deep in my soul, how do i bear them and keep trying to come out of the whole? Searching you and urging 4 u is all i can do but i wish as i feel you feel the same too! Do you know how much I LOVE YOU, i wanna tell but unable to do? Missing u, loving u, preaching u, searching u , wat else i can do, I wish as i feel you feel the same too!!!...

But, the best love to receive is unconditional love

Hold it close to your heart, bcoz you can never get enough

When you have been loved unconditionally, no matter your faults or mistakes

There's nothing better you could have, this kind of love is absolutely great

It's a love with no end, it's a love that will always last

It just gets better everyday, no matter what hide's in your past

This unconditional love...It's better to give than receive

So I will love you unconditionally, if unconditionally you'll love me...

""Hidden Success Of Heart""

Before you say “I can’t”

Make sure you’ve already tried.

Before you let doubts stop you,

Confront them with facts.

Before reasons convince you it’s impossible

Pursue the one reason that makes it possible.

Before failure enters your mind

Hide success in your heart.

Before fear holds you back,

Go forward with faith.

Before problems interfere with your plans,

Use them to accomplish your goals.

Before you hold back because others are better,

Show others what a winner you are.

Before you settle for less,

Hold onto what is most important.

Before you believe there is no way,

Keep going and you’ll make one.

Before you give up,

Be at peace inside.

Before you dismiss your dreams,

Wait until they’ve come true.

Before you go looking for happiness,

Make your own where you are…..

Dedicated to- Kanika

The Reflection of My Heart

Love

Is like the wind

It passes by

And leaves nothing behind

Just passes through

My heart, My soul

And never let me

Enjoy the feeling,

The sensation,

Of being cared for by someone

Who really loves me.

Why is my life

So desperate always?

Why is love

Treating me so unkindly?

I look forever

I search forever

Look everywhere

Search everywhere

And all I end up with is

A love that

Never lasts long.

My heart is a

Heart of pain.

It has never

Been able to love someone longer

Than it wants to.

I always love

But does that person love me?

The answers

To my questions

Are always

Painful,

And different to

Take into term.

Am I suppose

To search the rest of

My lonely life?

Where will I go?

Where will I search?

I am tired

Of searching

And wondering

Day by day.

Why must my heart

Be all pain

And none of love?

"WE"- The Engineers

Traditionally engineers have been viewed as geeks or nerds who do nothing but study strange kinds of things and manufacture big machines and buildings. Even nowadays when some coaching institute puts up an ad showing engineering aspirants they would put up posters of people with formal boring shirts and a metallic cap which the mechanics wear in garages. Whereas the doctors they’ll show are all smart and dashing with matching colourful shirts inside their white aprons...

I mean why such discrimination against engineers. They would make serials like sanjeevani and dhadkan for doctors. Do only doctors have the charm to woo girls. And engineers are all boring people found glued to their computer screens or buried inside a pile of machines.

Come on, engineers are not like that. At least not what I’ve seen and known. Then who are engineers and what are engineers. Well understanding this species is extremely difficult. However the common characteristics are:

Extreme

Whatever they do has to be on an extreme. No study for the 4-5 months of the semester and no sleep for the 4-5 days before the exams. The same student who you’ll find with his torn jeans and the college t-shirt jumping out of the class(or rather bunking out of the class), impressing the panel of interviewers from the very best companies of the world.

The same stud whom you found half-conscious and fully drunk lying outside the hostel gate in the garden, can stun a gathering full of scholars while delivering a speech on consiousness.

Adaptive

Engineering students are supposed to be the most indisciplined and rude fellows on campus who are always clumsily dressed. But what happens to these guys/gals when they hit the corporate floor. They are the most smartly dressed people and present the face of India Inc.

They are as comfortable in the college-side khokha(dhaba) eating maggy sitting on the mat as they are while having lunch with their clients in a 5-star hotel.

Matter-of-factly

The 4 years of engineering teaches engineers how to learn. Learn different concepts, languages, techniques and anything else. Engineers are basically learners. Engineers doing well in CAT and other entrances are not because they are engineers but because they are good learners and can adapt to the changing situations.

And again towards the end:

"To the optimist, the glass is half full. To the pessimist, the glass is half empty. To the engineer, the glass is twice as big as it needs to be!"

Dedicated to:

CHOTANARAD

)o(...Bountiful Blessings...)o(

"When you're down to nothing, God is upto something. The faithful see the invisible, believe the incredible and then receive the impossible." Is this assertion true? Pardon me my Lord! I have become too pessimist for reckoning this wonderful statement with doubt...So Lonely, so Guilty, so Bad, so Uneasy...There comes times in lyfe when you start to spirit everything with a sense of doubt. Probably I am going through the very same clock.

Meditation has been described as the process in which I listen to God. In contrast to that, prayer is sometimes described as the process when I speak to God. To speak to God is very important, but it is also important to let the mind become quiet, stable and open to receive whatever God wishes to say to me. Sometimes we may feel that God is so far away, so far out of reach that it is impossible to have a living relationship with God. We may be contented to just perform rituals, devotion and prayers, or perhaps even lose interest in the subject of God. But it is only a question of time until we come to the point where we say, "Well may be God exists", or "Maybe He doesn't". Without focusing on the inner aspects of religion and spirituality, or on any way of reaching out to God, we have lost that inner experience and strength needed in our lives today.

When a pendulum reaches the end of its swing, it begins to swing back in the other direction. We have been experimenting externally with the things of materialism within a consumer society, and the pendulum of these actions has swung so far as to hit the wall. It is unable to go any further in that direction. The pendulum now has to swing in the other direction and so will do my destiny.

When I see you as a spiritual being, my attitude towards you change very quickly. I find that those physical divisions and blocks that divide or obstruct, no longer exist. But the vision of the soul, seeing others as souls and the interaction on the level of soul to soul creates a natural sweetness and respect within my behavior. This experience reaches to the state where every exchange between human beings gives happiness and joy and brings each other closer to God. As I practice this awareness, during the day, of being a soul and seeing the soul, then when I have a few minutes to sit quietly, within one moment, with just one thought I am able to experience a very natural and easy detachment from the consciousness of the body. I am still in this world of matter and in the bondage of matter and yet I am free from this bondage.

In this awareness of I the soul, I want to go further. I want to experience a connection, a relationship with God. Just as there is knowledge and awareness of the soul as a being of light, there is also very simple information about the concept of God, as a being of light. Not a physical image, just simply a being of light. One who is absolute, absolute in truth, absolute in beauty, purity, love, peace and bliss. This is why I want to be able to connect with the Supreme. I will, soon; a promise to myself...!

As the body is sitting quietly......the attention of my mind are turning within..... and in this awareness, of I...... the eternal soul..... I am focusing my thoughts on the Supreme.... the being of light. God's light.... reaching the soul.... and purifying the me... That light cleansing the soul... and making me coming back to that original state of purity and peace...

Amen!!!

"For each new morning with its light,
For rest and shelter of the night,
For health and food,
For love and friends,
For everything Thy goodness sends!"