Persopion

2015 hrs dated 07 Dec2010: Life is like an unsolved puzzle. It is something that makes you happy and proud at times. At times it makes you feel so low that you start asking to yourself, "Why I was born?" Whatever it is, at every moment something new happens. Something you never expected, something you were expecting from a long time to happen, or something you were least expecting. It is a combination of love, sorrow, joy, fear, excitement, loneliness, enjoyment & happiness; with or without tears. Emotions are omnipresent, irrespective of your mood.

The previous day eventually ended today at 1600 hrs with a good news of approval of my new bud, Persopion, as a sponsored company in Gurgaon. Persopion is a derived Italian word formulated by joining Persona with Opinion. Since We deal with opinions of different personalities, hence the name Persopion. A number of technical issues were raising their hood with the earlier name, EduSolutionsIndia. We had started feeling the strategic demand for repositioning. The annual Blitz of IBS unknowingly became the medium for the same resulted in Persopion. I learnt many new softwares and other negotiation skills during this phase. I had never expected to be an HR guy; but destiny transformed me into the same. Its a great feeling to work for ourselves. The accomplishments make us forget the sufferings of past. I pray Almighty to keep this flame glowing over time.

1900 hrs: I was enjoying some leisure moments with my flat-mates. We all were sharing our golden moments. We were happy like anything. Suddenly Spardha got a call from her Dad. She put the phone on loudspeaker. For the very first time I listened to her Dad's voice. It was an emotional moment. For the first time I could feel the hidden pain of a single parent upbringing child. She got emotional. I was struggling hard to understand the complexity of some relationships. All moods changed at once. In searching for somebody perfect, we tend to neglect someone who loves you even more than yourself. These feelings started rooting deeper and deeper. My mood turned over the leaf in the form of pearls flowing through my eyes. I wish She would live a happy life. My offerings have probably started showing their effects. I never misused you in any form dear. There exists a fountain of blessings for you. Only God knows this. I never wanted to loose you. But why you let me allowed? Why didn't you fight back? Is it so easy to forget me? I hope none of us would fill with pain in future.

I try to see

I try to feel

But All is still

Except sometimes I weep

But why are my emotions now asleep

Is this a feeling of peace

I don't know if it is

Probably its in deep freeze...