"Sorry"

'em sorry of being so emotional

'em sorry of being so possessive

'em sorry that I cry for you

'em sorry because I cant live without you

'em sorry for the tears you shed

'em sorry for the damage I made

'em sorry I've made you sick

Sorry I hurt you so deep

'em sorry for giving you sleepless nights

'em sorry for each and every fight

'em sorry for your pain & agony

'em sorry for the missing harmony

'em sorry for my selfish love

'em sorry for not caring enough

'em sorry for my restlessness

'em sorry for the losing grace

'em sorry my friend I made you mad

'em sorry darling you are so sad

Sorry for not giving you any happiness

Sorry because its my disgrace

'em sorry for thinking of you so very much

'em sorry I always miss your touch

'em sorry of being so mad about you

'em sorry for my every blue

'em sorry of being so immature

'em sorry now that cant be cured

'em sorry of being myself

'em sorry that I've failed

'em sorry and sorry again

'em sorry of being insane

But believe me that I love you

Should I say sorry for that too ???

dedicated to: a cute sukomal rabbit

Felicity

Happiness is like butterfly. The more you chase it, the more it eludes you. But if you turn attention to other things, it comes and sits softly on your shoulder. At times, you come to realize that Wanting what you got is the real happiness...the real beauty...

2247 hours dated 9th September: Another busy doing nothing day...or busy enjoying happiness day probably!!!

After a long period of time I could laugh really by heart. This all started some days before when I came into contact with an old schoolmate. Her innocent beauty with a divine voice distracted my mind. I was still buried in the deep thoughts of an old angel; without which I had almost lost my own laughter. But some of the existing budding emotions were able to again vary my mood from extreme black to grey. An innocent incident recounted by this sweet orchid was able to overwhelm my dimensions. Let me brief about the incident...

"A girl aged 24 used to walk in a garden every evening. One day she saw a 8 year exceedingly fat boy who was being forced by her mother to jog in an endeavor to reduce his body weight. Getting attracted to his sweetness, the girl called him and asked his name. He told the same and run away. The next evening he again arrived with his mother. The girl again called him and offered him a chocolate. The boy refused the offering saying "mai junk food nahi khata". He then again run away keeping the girl unanswered in her mind, "mote junk nahi khata to phir mota kaisa hua?jhootha":) Some evenings passed this way. On the next Sunday was the Friendship Day. The girl thought of spending some time with the little boy on Sunday. She called him the previous evening in the same garden and asked if he would accompany her on the day at 1600 hrs. The boy agreed and stated that he would join her and would wait for her the entire evening. On Sunday the girl purchased some gifts and chocolates and arrived the meeting spot sharp at 4 p.m. She waited there for around two hours but the boy didn't come. In other words, an 8 year boy shattered the heart of a beautiful 24 years girl into pieces. :) Now the girl is searching him to beat him up.:)"

This small incident was being narrated to me by the girl in around 30 minutes. I was able to feel the contentment diving in the ocean of her words. After a long time felt the same spirit!!! Her depth of innocence was enlightening my cheers to seventh sky. An unanswered prayed started flowing outta inner core unhidden. True that priorities in lyfe do change with the influence of unknown. I have no idea as to what extent & to what moment this tempt will continue but the very reason to define my active felicity will by all odds experience an unending lyfe...

Friends make lyfe more beautiful

in many different ways...

With smiles of warm affection,

with words of loving praise...

With looks of trust and tenderness,

moments of deep sharing...

And countless little gestures

that remind you someone's caring...

With honesty and tactfulnes

in the things they say n do...

Yes, friends make lyfe more beautiful,

if they're special friends like you...