A New Beginning...

Motivation is what gets you started; and habit is what keeps you going. All our knowledge has its origins in our perceptions. Any new journey begins with a first step. And the beginning what I feel is the most important step for any process. So many failed not because they were lack of knowledge, but because they didn't begin; they didn't go; they didn't overcome inertia.

19JUNE2010: Morning 0600 hrs; Trin-trin,Trin-trin...Sanjeet called me up and asked me to confirm the expected meeting with M and other people. I put down some messages and asked for the updates. After getting through routine activities, I went to Shani-Mandir in order to offer my prayers to the Almighty. Meanwhile I also got a call from Sanjeet regarding my first scheduled meeting. On the way, I also got an unexpected call from somebody which though I wanted to attend, couldn't attend. However, I reached the desired place and went through the fruitful meeting. The next important meeting was with M in Janakpuri. It was again related to my dream project. Though we got late for the same but the meeting went on in the desired manner and again by God's grace the outcomes were bacciferous. We discussed the proceedings critically and I came back to my room at 2100 hours. Then came the series of phone calls with a final call from Dreamz which listened to my company's strategies patiently and to my surprise the same offered me a partnership. They appreciated my concept and did a lot of admiration about my ideas. I also came to know about many other collaborations with companies like Totalsolutions and Vzoomin. I got to bed at 0300 hours in the subsequent morning; but my energy level was on 9th cloud. Felt as if I am really on the right path in achieving my ray of light. By all odds this is a new beginning. A new bud appears to blossom in its own unique way. I hope to maintain the consistency in a growing manner. From small beginnings come the great things. Time will tell whether I am capable enough to make the difference; But as I always say,"I am trying hard and even if I fail, I won't be having regrets in my future ki maine try nahi kiya"...

It has stopped to rain,

Leaving me dripping in pain.

Life takes a new turn,

It’s a corner where ill learn.

Silver drops of rain engulf me,

Someone asks "Can he see??".

Then I wonder, can I see,

See all that I can be??

Life becomes a new journey,

The turns I take don't burn me.

I see flowers, birds and sunshine,

And I also learn to rhyme!!

Now the rain is my skin,

My only kith and kin.

The rain has taught me,

Now I see, all that I can be...

!!!SHILPI-"The Real Treasure"!!!

11JUNE2010: Yesterday in the morning I went to Pitampura in order to appear for my another certification. When I reached the destination I found a notice that the examinations have been postponed for an indefinite period of time. Having a bit sad expression(yeah its true!!its SAD coz I was fully prepared:P) I went back to my friend's place in Rohini & decided to stay there for the night. I was feeling lonely & missing some old friends and yesteryear's moments. I was not feeling like talking to anybody. So decided finally to peach one of my alter egos and I made a call to Shilpi.

As expected, her divine voice greeting 'vipin' detracted at once my half stress. Thereafter I babbled out my entire thoughts and she listened to me patiently. She is the one who truly justifies her name; she is the creator of happiness inside me. Directly or indirectly many of my thoughts are guided by her blessings. I love being scolded by her for I get a loving maternal hug after that. How come an unknown becomes your heartbeat which starts to seem the most beautiful music of your life...Happiness is the most cherishing gift of Almighty and so is the creator of that felicity. This creator thus is the real treasure of anybody's life.

To me you are an angel in disguise.

Full of intuition, intelligent, and wise.

Always giving and helping through

Good times and bad.

You are the best friend I've ever had.

If I had one wish it would surely be

To give you as much as you've given to me.

Though I've put our relationship through some cloudy days,

You've been my sunshine in so many ways.

Through trials and tests, right by me

You stood,

And gave me your hand whenever you could.

Thank you so much my sister, my friend

My gratitude for you has no end.

Love you soooooooooo much.....God bless!!!

The Rejoice???

For everything you have missed, you have gained something else; And for everything you gain, you lose something else. It is about your outlook towards lyfe. You can either regret or rejoice. Are we able to differentiate the two? Let me try to gather some historical moments.

16 November 2009: I got recruited by Reliance Ltd. for doing my internship training. I was happy like anything and willing to do everything to get a PPO. I started performing & very soon I became the egocentre of my company. 30 January 2010: I got my first appraisal & recognition in the form of a grand party thrown at me by the company's authorities. But with the passage of tyme, a bitter but hard lyfe truth started nourishing in my mind. "In any company irrespective of your salary, irrespective of your position; you generate a revenue of atleast three tymes for the company and you get a salary of one third. If I am worth 2-tetra zero, then why the hell I should get 19000 and 999 bucks? Its my hard earned money! I wont let you allow to take even single bloody rupee of mine!" This deep feeling inside me started penetrating its roots even more with every passing second. All this resulted in the development of a new dimension of wave in my spirit. "I wont be working for any of the company as after sometime I in itself would be a company." This generated a new ambition in my lyfe. Now my goal is to become capable enough so that Vipin may be held responsible for generating bread & butter of atleast 10 families. What should I say to this transition? Is it good or bad? Certainly tyme will tell! I don't know if I will succeed; But one thing is for sure; I will never say in future ki maine try nahi kiya!

And towards the end:

I may never see tomorrow, there is no written guarantee;

And things that happened yesterday, belong to History.

I cannot predict the future, I cannot change the past;

I have just the present moment, I must treat it as my last.

I must use the moment wisely, For it soon will pass away;

And be lost to me forever, As part of yesterday.

I must exercise compassion, help the fallen to their feet;

Be a friend to the friendless, Make an empty lyfe complete.

The unkind things I do today, May never be undone;

Any friendships that I fail to win, May never more be won.

I may not have another chance, On bended knee to pray;

And I thank God with humble heart, For giving me the day...

Amen!!!

""The Feared Attitude""

Your attitude is extremely contagious. With each casual contact,with each phone conversation, each e-mail message, it spreads.The people infected by your attitude then pass it along to others,who pass it on to others still.
And as your attitude quickly spreads each day throughout your world, it makes a difference everywhere it goes.One smile given in the morning can multiply by afternoon into enough encouragement for thousands of lives.There is really no telling how far it can go.
When you consistently act with sincere kindness, consideration,respect and positive enthusiasm, the benefits go far beyond just you alone.Your attitude in fact helps determine what kind of world you live in each day.It happens not through some hidden or mysterious force.
It is something you can see, understand and influence each time you come into contact with others.What kind of world would you most like to live in today?Live with the attitude that will indeed make it so.I feared being alone, until I learned to like myself,
I feared failure, until I realized that,
I only fail when I don't try.
I feared success, until I realized that,
I had to try, in order to be happy with myself.
I feared people's opinions until,
I learned that, people would have opinions about me anyway.

I feared rejection, until I learned to have faith in myself.
I feared pain, until I learned that it's necessary for growth.
I feared the truth, until I saw the ugliness in lies.
I feared life, until I experienced its beauty. I feared death, until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning.
I feared my destiny, until I realized that
I had the power to change, my life.
I feared hate, until I saw that it
was nothing more than ignorance.
I feared love, until it touched my heart,
making the darkness fade
into endless sunny days.
I feared ridicule, until I learned how
to laugh at myself.
I feared growing old, until I realized that
I gained wisdom every day.
I feared the future, until I realized that
life just kept getting better.
I feared the past, until I realized that
it could no longer hurt me.
I feared the dark, until I saw the beauty
of the starlight.
I feared the light, until I learned that the
truth would give me strength.
I feared change, until I saw that
even the most beautiful butterfly had to undergo a metamorphosis before it could fly.

""The Unconditional""

Do you know how many feelings i carry in my heart, how do i end my day and how do i start? Missing you and longing 4 you is all i can do, but i wish as i feel you feel the same too! Do you know how many unspoken words i wanna say, how can i say i keep on finding the ways? Loving you and praying 4 you is all i can do but i wish as i feel you feel the same too! Do you know how many dreams i have in my eyes, how can i fulfill them i keep on telling the lies? Preaching you and caring 4 you is all i can do, but i wish as i feel you feel the same too! Do you know how much pain is deep in my soul, how do i bear them and keep trying to come out of the whole? Searching you and urging 4 u is all i can do but i wish as i feel you feel the same too! Do you know how much I LOVE YOU, i wanna tell but unable to do? Missing u, loving u, preaching u, searching u , wat else i can do, I wish as i feel you feel the same too!!!...

But, the best love to receive is unconditional love

Hold it close to your heart, bcoz you can never get enough

When you have been loved unconditionally, no matter your faults or mistakes

There's nothing better you could have, this kind of love is absolutely great

It's a love with no end, it's a love that will always last

It just gets better everyday, no matter what hide's in your past

This unconditional love...It's better to give than receive

So I will love you unconditionally, if unconditionally you'll love me...

""Hidden Success Of Heart""

Before you say “I can’t”

Make sure you’ve already tried.

Before you let doubts stop you,

Confront them with facts.

Before reasons convince you it’s impossible

Pursue the one reason that makes it possible.

Before failure enters your mind

Hide success in your heart.

Before fear holds you back,

Go forward with faith.

Before problems interfere with your plans,

Use them to accomplish your goals.

Before you hold back because others are better,

Show others what a winner you are.

Before you settle for less,

Hold onto what is most important.

Before you believe there is no way,

Keep going and you’ll make one.

Before you give up,

Be at peace inside.

Before you dismiss your dreams,

Wait until they’ve come true.

Before you go looking for happiness,

Make your own where you are…..

Dedicated to- Kanika

The Reflection of My Heart

Love

Is like the wind

It passes by

And leaves nothing behind

Just passes through

My heart, My soul

And never let me

Enjoy the feeling,

The sensation,

Of being cared for by someone

Who really loves me.

Why is my life

So desperate always?

Why is love

Treating me so unkindly?

I look forever

I search forever

Look everywhere

Search everywhere

And all I end up with is

A love that

Never lasts long.

My heart is a

Heart of pain.

It has never

Been able to love someone longer

Than it wants to.

I always love

But does that person love me?

The answers

To my questions

Are always

Painful,

And different to

Take into term.

Am I suppose

To search the rest of

My lonely life?

Where will I go?

Where will I search?

I am tired

Of searching

And wondering

Day by day.

Why must my heart

Be all pain

And none of love?